Lamar Odom Admits To ‘Laughing Out Of Embarrassment’ At His ‘Crazy’ Cheating On Khloe Kardashian: Watch

Lamar Odom, 43, talked astir the struggles, including his “cheating,” during his marriage to Khloe Kardashian, 38, successful a recently released video. The clip is simply a sneak peek of the caller documentary special, TMZ Presents: Lamar Odom: Sex, Drugs & Kardashians, and the erstwhile nonrecreational hoops subordinate admitted to “laughing retired of embarrassment” aft his infidelity. “Behind the scenes, I enactment her done s*it. Like, s*it that y’all don’t know. The s*it y’all know, what y’all deliberation y’all know, it’s crazy. But the stories that y’all don’t cognize is, like, truly crazy,” helium said successful the clip, which tin beryllium seen above.

“I’d person these random women coming out. Some of them each came retired astatine 1 time,” helium continued earlier further admitting helium had “full blown relationships” portion joined to Khloe. “Your woman is Khloé Kardashian. You buggin’,” helium said. “I’m, like, laughing retired of embarrassment close now. Like, however you thought you was going to get distant with that one?”

Khloe and Lamar were joined for 4 years. (Sara Jaye/Shutterstock)

Lamar’s admissions travel aft helium and Khloe got divorced 2016 aft a separation that started successful 2013. They were joined 2009 aft dating for 1 period and aft their separation, Khloe continued to enactment Lamar, particularly erstwhile helium had a near-fatal overdose successful the midst of a conflict with addiction successful 2015. Since they finalized their divorce, Lamar has publically spoken retired astir his remaining emotion for his ex-wife much than once.

“I would probably just privation to instrumentality her to dinner,” helium said successful a confessional connected Celebrity Big Brother earlier this year. “It would beryllium a blessing conscionable to beryllium successful her beingness to conscionable archer her I’m atrocious and what a fool I was. She has the close to ne'er spot maine again for the things I enactment her through, but clip moves connected and radical change. I would accidental I’m a batch much loyal now.”

Lamar and Khloe astatine a erstwhile event. (Peter Brooker/Shutterstock)

Despite Lamar’s regret and anticipation for a 2nd accidental with Khloe, the Good American proprietor seemingly wants thing to bash with her erstwhile love’s documentary astir their marriage, which was released connected Jan. 2. “Khloe wants thing to bash with this and wishes neither herself nor her family’s sanction was being dragged into this,” a root EXCLUSIVELY told HollywoodLife. “She has nary animosity towards him but wishes helium would conscionable permission it successful the past. Khloe doesn’t consciousness immoderate request to rehash things and would similar for him to halt bringing it up. He’s escaped to stock his communicative but would admit him leaving her sanction retired of it.”

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