Paulina Porizkova Reveals Horrifying Details About Telling Her Son That Father Was Dead Just Upstairs

Paulina Porizkova isn’t holding back. In an excerpt from her caller book, No Filter: The Good, the Bad, and the Beautiful, the 57-year-old former supermodel went heavy into a grief-stricken information of her life, sharing details of however she dragged herself down a staircase to archer her eldest lad astir her hubby Ric Ocasek‘s 2019 death astatine property 75.  “Your dada is dead,” she told him arsenic helium was having java with his girlfriend.

Paulina Porizkova, her precocious hubby Ric, and her sons Jonathan and Oliver successful 2016. (SplashNews)

Paulina remembered making java for Ric connected that September 15 successful New York, and though they were moving done details of a divorce, they were inactive surviving unneurotic arsenic helium recovered from surgery. “I thought it would beryllium bully to bring him his java successful bed,” she wrote successful part, noting that The Cars frontman strangely hadn’t woken up by 11:00 AM, contempt waking up aboriginal successful caller days. Then, she recovered his lifeless body. “I touched his face,” she wrote. “It was cold. My legs went numb and collapsed nether me. I sat connected the floor, gasping for breath.”

Paulina expounded connected the horrifying experience, yet uncovering herself crawling down the stairs, wherever she recovered her lad Jonathan Ocasek, past 26. “Unable to get up, I crawled down 3 flights of stairs connected my belly and elbows,” Paulina continued successful the memoir. “There were sounds issuing from maine that I was lone dimly alert of. All I knew was that I had to get to my sons. My older son, Jonathan, and his woman were having their greeting java astatine the room table. The narrator successful my split-screen encephalon was wide and firm: I could not fto my lad spot maine connected the crushed similar this. ‘You person to basal up now,’ she said. I grabbed the railing connected the past step, pushing myself into an upright presumption with each the spot successful my arms and shoulders, holding connected to the banister for beloved life. Jonathan saw me, his eyes widening.” It was past that Paulina recalled she delivered the quality to him. “‘Your dada is dead.'”

Paulina Porizkova and Ric Ocasek successful 2016 (Derrick Salters/WENN.com/MEGA)

Paulina and Rick were besides parents to lad Oliver Ocasek, calved successful 1999. Paulina, who has been posting gorgeous bikini shots to her societal media accounts this past year, reportedly besides dishes connected intersexual harassment she endured during her teen years arsenic a model. Additionally, Paulina shares details astir the end of her marriage to Ric, whom she claims successful the publication she had “not been touched by” for “years,” and alleges that helium chopped her retired of his will, claiming she “abandoned” him.

Still, she took to Instagram connected March 24 to wage tribute to him connected what would person been his 78th birthday. “You’ll forever beryllium missed,” she captioned a gorgeous household pic of the duo with their sons.