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The archetypal existent trial for the personage recruits successful the premiere occurrence of Special Forces: World’s Toughest Test is simply a backward dive from a chopper into the water below. Jamie Lynn Spears admits close distant that this situation won’t beryllium casual for her.
The h2o reminds her of 1 of the worst moments of her life. She belly flops erstwhile she attempts to dive backward. The Zoey 101 alum throws up successful beforehand of a Directing Staff subordinate aft climbing up the ladder. “This reminds maine of rescuing my daughter,” Jamie Lynn says done tears.
Jamie Lynn’s oldest daughter, Maddie, present 14, astir died aft an ATV accident successful 2017. Maddie survived and made a afloat recovery, but she was hospitalized for respective days.
After watching Jamie Lynn during the challenge, the DS decides they privation to excavation deeper into her intelligence state. They propulsion her speech and inquire astir wherefore she had a meltdown implicit the backward dive.
She explains however she tried desperately to prevention Maddie successful the pond aft her ATV flipped. “She wasn’t breathing and she was blue. It was bad,” Jamie Lynn says.
The Zoey 101 star admits that she’s besides struggled with not feeling worthy successful her life. “It conscionable feels similar each clip I enactment truly hard to get thing connected my own. It’s similar it’s not truly worthy it,” she says. “I mean, increasing up, my sister [Britney Spears] became famous, worldwide celebrated erstwhile I was precise young… I’m arrogant of her, emotion her to death. And I don’t cognize I consciousness similar sometimes I’ve ne'er been capable to truly person thing for myself.”
Jamie Lynn knows that it’s imaginable to beryllium “extremely arrogant of my sister but besides person my ain individuality and beryllium expected to beryllium seen arsenic my ain person. I conflict with self-esteem each the time. And arsenic a parent, you truly privation to fake it due to the fact that you don’t privation to ever spot your children consciousness the feelings you feel. The hardest happening is being distant from my kids, but I’m present to bash thing to marque them proud.”
By the extremity of the first episode, 4 recruits person near Special Forces: Kate Gosselin, Dr. Drew, Montell Jordan, and Tyler Florence. Jamie Lynn is showing grit and determination with the 11 remaining recruits. Special Forces airs Wednesdays connected FOX.
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